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							 No, Iβm just sad most of the time. Like usually cruising at not much sad during the day but toward the end of the day it starts to get rly sad.  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 I mean idk if you mean musically or the lyrics. I can see it with the lyrics because on one hand, getting over someone else is probably a positive step, but at the same time a line of βI would take you back, but the feelingβs deadβ isnβt cheery, no matter what really. Can achieving closure at the expense of losing what you felt be a good thing?  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Someday Iβll know what being in love and being discarded is like.  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Jazz today Goal: try not to be as sad  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Canβt  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 My throat feels kinda sore today. Hope I donβt come down with something. :(  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Paid my momβs cremation bill today  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Should finally be making steps toward new jerb  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Hi yams This topik is dead but donβt let that stop you  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Itβs mostly synonymous with being Dauros  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Iβve had a lot of headaches the last two years. Like constant migraines. Itβs sucked a lot.  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 depression af today  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 Started a new antidepressant. Not because the old one wasnβt working, but apparently because thereβs a nationwide shortage? Been feeling hella jittery :/  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 the dnd one?  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 are you jpk lol  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 weβre in a discord now but idk who you are if youβre not jpk !  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 its a weird hybrid of a few irl friends, the aim dnd group i was in, and the irc dnd group i was in  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 was hoping the dnd group would grow  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 thatβs now the plan  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 oh sorry i never actually expect people to post in here  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 i should stop listening to this, im p sure it says bad things about me if i keep doing it also my head hurts, im sweaty, and p sad rn  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 im sad but not like in an extravagant way like im just sorta defeated  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 holy fk i suck  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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							 just a little as a treat  | 
						
						
						
							 
								
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