I'm just gonna be sad in here

thanks

do i have to be sad to post here

No, I’m just sad most of the time.

Like usually cruising at not much sad during the day but toward the end of the day it starts to get rly sad.

https://clyp.it/1cuanfff

From: Dauros the Deity at 2017-12-22 00:35:41
thanks

can something be sad and optimistic at the same time b/c i felt it listening to this

I mean idk if you mean musically or the lyrics.

I can see it with the lyrics because on one hand, getting over someone else is probably a positive step, but at the same time a line of “I would take you back, but the feeling’s dead” isn’t cheery, no matter what really. Can achieving closure at the expense of losing what you felt be a good thing?

Someday I’ll know what being in love and being discarded is like.

if nothing else, a person could appreciate the honesty in hearing that - everything ends eventually and it’s better to be direct than to beat around the bush and cause more pain through the lingering.

it’s an inherently sad subject and moving forward brings its own kind of pain but it seems important to never stop moving while you’ve still go the life and energy to do so.

thats just my interpretation anyway lolz

post more music

Jazz today

Goal: try not to be as sad

Can’t

My throat feels kinda sore today. Hope I don’t come down with something. :(

Paid my mom’s cremation bill today

Should finally be making steps toward new jerb

heyyy

From: Dauros the Deity at 2018-01-06 05:05:39

This is one of my favorite songs.

Hi yams

This topik is dead but don’t let that stop you

Ah. I was just trying to post in a zone. I’m at my parents house and I’m kinda bored and was reading some topics.

why are you sad, dauros

It’s mostly synonymous with being Dauros

I’ve had a lot of headaches the last two years.

Like constant migraines.

It’s sucked a lot.

From: Yaams at 2018-03-11 07:51:26

From: Dauros the Deity at 2018-01-06 05:05:39

This is one of my favorite songs.

This song slaps

depression af today

Started a new antidepressant. Not because the old one wasn’t working, but apparently because there’s a nationwide shortage? Been feeling hella jittery :/

What happened to the irc?

There was an IRC here?

the dnd one?

yea

are you jpk lol

no im john audio

we’re in a discord now but idk who you are if you’re not jpk !

Imagine being in the exclusive Daurus D&D Orbiter Discord…

I’m gonna have a nice night imagining that.

its a weird hybrid of a few irl friends, the aim dnd group i was in, and the irc dnd group i was in